And They Thought I Wouldn't Get Personal

"oh i'm the asshole right, cause i'm the only one who's got any balls around here"-Jude from I'm Not There




my whole life my mom told me not to let ppl treat me wrong, stomp all over me, use me, other shit. i never really followed what she said until....maybe two years and haven't looked back since.


I'm an asshole, a jerk, a bad employee, subversive, anti-american, a rebel, all that negative shit, just because i speak up and defend myself?

because i'm going to speak on something that i dont feel is right. whether its political or if i feel someone is treating me wrong(only if it is clear that i am treating them right which is 97% of the time)



well, here's what i got to say, if i'm nice to you, if i respect you, if i take time out of my day to say hi to you or to hang out with you, to be there when you need someone to talk to, to have your back.....i'm going to get in your shit if i dont feel that same love back. i aint no fuckin doormat. i aint no fuckin toy that you play with whenever you want, nor am i a tool that you use whenever you need it.

i'm a human being and i'm being nice to you. i dont have to be, but something in me makes me that way. because deep down, i'm a good natured person.

i have my faults, i'm sensitive, i can be selfish without trying, i'm a bit of a snob, very sarcastic when sometimes i shouldnt be.

but i will not take anymore shit off of you. you will not treat me like i dont matter, and when i get into your shit you wanna act like you dont be on some bullshit. i'm not having no more.

you can call me an asshole all you want, but by the end of it, i will have struck something in you to make you think about yourself. only a person who's good at admitting his faults can do this. and i dare someone to try to tell me i dont admit my faults.

as the chinese guy and chris tucker said in rush hour...."i no punk bitch"

p.s. i dont care if i spelled anything wrong